What a busy day we had yesterday! First Cami was baptized and then we celebrated her 1st birthday!!! She had a great time yesterday, except when she saw me holding another little girl.... She crawled over to me as fast as she could and crawled up in my lap and tried to push the other little girl out. And then they proceeded to give each other nasty looks......

Besides that we had a great time, around 20 people came. I wanted to keep it small but, everyone wanted to come help Cami celebrate her birthday.

I was thinking yesterday exactly 4 months earlier I was stepping off a plane in Hanoi and being handed a tiny little baby, now my tiny little baby is growing fast. 4 months has flown past and she has changed so so much.

As Cami's birthday and finding date draw closer I find myself thinking more and more about her birthmother. I wish there was a way to tell her what an amazing little girl we have and how so many people love her. I think I will always have a bit of a pit in my stomach because I will never be able to answer some of the most important questions in my daughter's life. It makes me sad that I do not know her exact date of birth but, I do know the day she was found and that her birthmother placed her in a very safe place to be found. I will also be able to tell her how her given name came about, Ha Kieu Anh, they thought she was a very beautiful baby so they named her after a Miss Vietnam who is now a big movie star over there.

Actually I find it funny that she was named after a Miss Vietnam, because when Cami waves it's not like how regular kids waves, she does a pageant wave (I kid you not)!!!